Today daddy dearest thought it would be a good idea if he were to cook sausage for breakfast. =w= And Im only a few days into Vegatarian...ness...and its hard to resist!!! I had to cook breakfast for everyone and I made pancakes and that Sausage/Bean/Egg/Cheese/Onion/Bell Pepper tastyness. And I had to only eat the pancakes. Blueberry. And kept reminding myself that its for the best and then after I took my bathingsuit and tried it on. Instant gratification. I look so much better now and I have such a high self esteem that going back to meat isn't worth it. I will admit: I feel Hot! Like...Its hard for me to describe because I really never had much of a self esteem. :3 But I think I look amazing, like batter dipped and double fried amazing. 8D Lol
Its paying off. Its not worth going back to eating Meat. Forget that. I feel so much better, I feel healthier and I look healthier and Im quite happy with myself. Which is a first.
Another thing: I never realized how much I love my Brother. Its like...Wow. We had a conversation yesterday that ended with "I love you!" "I love you too!" and it was pleasant. I never realized we had that relationship, I guess its just because I'm getting older. I keep seeing more and more of my Dad in myself and that is one of the things. He was a butt to his sisters but he loves all of them dearly. :]
{Peace}